2011 = Fresh Start

Woo! I was jumping up and down and doing the whole counting down thing as the new year of 2011 fell upon us. I am thrilled though! I'm happy to be young in times like these. The year will be fun hopefully and good things will come, I know it. This year I also have a feeling will change me. A lot. 


I'm ready for it. I want change. I want to feel different and new. I don't long to be older. I'm enjoying every year I have and try to stay away from lusting to be a certain age older than I am. It isn't worth it! Time goes by at the same continuous speed no matter what we do, you can do anything to stop, slow, or speed it.


All you can really do is accept it. And enjoy the time you have. It's frustrating- in this book I'm reading called Prozac Nation, the memoir is about a depressed girl Elizabeth who only sees the dismal end of things- the eternity of death and the shortness of life. While this may be true, it's more positive to focus on the here and now: what's happening. What's here in front of you. How lucky you are to thrive in this very moment. 


sfhjkhasfj anyways! Happy New Year, ya'll! I'm thrilled, personally.

oh hey!

Well. I've decided on making this my main 'blog'. I was using live journal- but it's such a ghost land nowadays! I used this one for  a project in my damn history class. It's crazy- 2011 is creeping up in a matter of days! Ready or not here it comes! My heart is bracing itself for new experiences that will eventually mold me into an adult. I'm transitioning- I'm still young. So I will use this here blog to document for my future self to remember how I was in the past.

Right now- I'm excited to start living. WON'DRN AND WON'DRN WHEN WILL MY LIFE BEEGIIINN??!! Tangled <3

p.s. I've gotten my bags cut yesterday. Mostly because mememolly is my idol. <3